I wish I knew all of the things I know now in year 8. The people to avoid, the subjects to pay attention to and to realize the things that mattered then , don't matter at all. I hate the fact that a majority of the people I see day to day I can't stand. This has turned me into a spiteful, bitchy, hate-filled person. It's not a matter of them getting out of my life because I think this is a permanent change but I wish I could go back to 2006 and have the courage to say "no".
Its amazing that people can change your personality so much. A few years ago I would never be saying the awful stuff I do now. I wish I could stop bitching...but I'm afraid if I don't I'll snap. I wish I didn't have such regrets, but why would I be happy with what I've become?
Meh.
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